"Akukaze kufike ixesha lokutshintsha. Ulonwabo luyinyani, kufuneka uzimisele ukubeka ingozi engo ... "
Namhlanje umfundi, okanye, sele esele umfundi wase-Ohio (eUnited States) phantsi kwegama lesidlaliso uSelgal angaqiniseka ngokuqinisekileyo ukuba ekugqibeleni uyonwabile, kunye neenyanga ezili-18 ezedlule umendo wakhe ukuya kutshintsho olusisiseko kunye nokumangalisayo ebomini kwasekuqaleni kwaye akukho mntu wazi apho kwaye Yintoni eya kuholela ekubeni ...
Wazalelwa emzimbeni awengazichazi yena, uSelgal wayengenakuzihlanganisana naye kwaye aphile ngale ndlela. Xa wayeneminyaka eyi-16, wenza isigqibo esiphezulu ebomini-ukuba abe yinto awayevakalelwa ngayo "ngaphakathi". Kwaye kwavela kulo mzuzwana waqala ukuhlawula kweenyanga ezili-18 ze-hormone yonyango (HRT), kunye nezoyika, ukuxinezeleka, ithemba kunye nolonwabo oludala!
Inyanga nganye yayihlala kunye neenguqu ezifunwayo ekubonakaleni kwendoda ebhalwe phantsi ngendlela yokwethembeka, ukuchaza ngokucacileyo indlela yakhe yokuziphatha kunye nesimo. Ngelinye igama, xhoma, kuyamangalisa kwaye kutyhuse ngexesha elinye!
1. Imibini emibini phambi kokunyangwa kwe-hormone yonyango. Ndilapha kuminyaka eyi-16 ...
2. Inyanga yokuqala ye-HRT kunye nokuqala kwezifundo kwiikholeji. Ndihlala ndihlola kwisibuko - into ethile ishintshile okanye ayikho. Kodwa kubonakala ngathi kuthatha ixesha elininzi lokwenza utshintsho olukhulu. Ndikho ekuqaleni kohambo olude ...
3. Iinyanga ezintathu ze-HRT. Ndiqala ukuziva ndingcono. Enyanisweni, ndisaxinezeleka, kodwa ekugqibeleni ndiba ngumntu.
4. Ukuzama ukuba mnandi xa ndingenguye. Iinyanga ezili-9 ze-HRT.
5. Nantsi ndikhangeleka njengomnye wabafana kwi-Dateline TV program. Andikwazi ukuzilimaza. Kwiinyanga ezili-11 ze-HRT.
6. Ewe, ekugqibeleni uSelfie wokuqala, endiyithandayo!
7. Dama, ndiyingozi!
8. Unyaka wesibini wekholejini kunye neenyanga ezili-12 ze-HRT ziqala.
9. Kodwa ndikhangeleka kakuhle eklasini, nangona kunjalo, ngenxa yesizathu esithile ndaqalisa ukugqoka iimpahla zokugqoka. Yonke inyanga ye-12 ye-HRT.
10. Ndiqala ukuqaphela into. Iinyanga ezili-12 ze-HRT.
11. Sekunjalo kubonakala ngathi unomsindo. Inyanga ye-13 ye-HRT.
12. Ndihleli eklasini. Inyanga ye-13 ye-HRT.
13. Selfie kwisibuko sam esingcolileyo. Inyanga yesi-14 ye-HRT.
14. Uxolo malunga ne-T-shirt ye-anime. Inyanga yesi-14 ye-HRT.
15. Ndiqala ukubukeka ngathi i-cutie. Inyanga yesi-14 ye-HRT.
16. Ndavuka nje, kuba ndikhangeleka. Inyanga yesi-14 ye-HRT.
17. Ndiya kulala. Inyanga ye-15 ye-HRT.
18. Endleleni eya ekhaya esikolweni. Ndiqala ukugqoka i-feminine. Inyanga ye-15 ye-HRT.
19. Emva kobunwele obuninzi obufunekayo. Inyanga ye-15 ye-HRT.
20. Ndavuka. Kwakunomdla ukuzibona. Inyanga ye-15 ye-HRT.
21. I-selfie ebalulekileyo eklasini. Ndiyathanda ukuba ndijonga njani! Inyanga ye-15 ye-HRT.
22. Ukuhamba ngobusuku. Ndaya kwinyanga ye-16 ye-HRT.
23. Ngesihlandlo sokuqala ndaphuma kunye nokwenza kunye nokugqoka. Inyanga ye-16 ye-HRT.
24. Selfie evela kwindawo yokuhlambela. Inyanga ye-16 ye-HRT.
25. Kwaye ndilapha namhlanje (iinyanga ezili-17 ze-HRT). Ndihlala ngonwaba nomhlobo, endithandayo ngaphezu kokuphila. Akukaze kube mva ukuba uzitshintshe. Ulonwabo luyinyani, kufuneka uzimisele ukubeka ingozi entweni ethile!